Theodore Roosevelt was one real guy and I find myself turning to one of his quotes when I need a firm kick in the backside. People forget that TR was the father of the American conservation movement.
It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better.
The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails at least fails while daring greatly so his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.
TR
Project Logic Ga 
Having recently encountered the Powerchange course
it has coincided with the knowledge that many people around me believe i have achieved much but within in me I am aware of the many times i have failed.
through what I have learned and uncovered through powerchange I am encountering the challenge, to dear to dream again. but it feels hard this time around I not in my twenties or thirties, my health is not a hundred per cent,
and contrary to this i feel a new urge, energy, defiance that in spite of all the challenges of finace, health, age, I want to win in all areas of my lfe
to be fully the man God created me to be
to change my world and then worlds of other around me who also want more out of their lives.
there something about coming up to fifty
theres something about all my lifes experinces and learning
that I want to rise up in the face of the obstacles and WIN
help where do I go from here !
PS I’VE REWIRED SOME HOUSES BEFORE BUT NOW IT SEEM LIKE MY MIND IS IN NEED OF THE SAME
ANY CHANCE OF A HELPING HAND
STEVE GORDON